Dishonesty

I sit here in the middle of crowded
watch the leaves blown by the wind
My soul feel empty as if it had leaved the body
I had a mistaken words, I guess
Why couldnt I be honest about part of my joyful life? about stuffs that I love most?
Couldnt I say that part is just good?
Why could be my tongue so stiff to say that I like the way it looks?
The part is one of the best thing I have currently

Why couldnt I give compliment?
it s because I want to show that I dont like that part just because the way it looks
it s just because the way that part make my life more wonderful
But I guess I am wrong. I learn new thing though.
The compliment and honesty are just needed sometimes
Eventhough you think that by saying it is not your fashion
Even if you think no need to say truth
because the thing you believe is: it s more important to believe in the truth rather than saying it

But folks,
let me tell you:
Giving compliment is important
to show that you care about the effort someone earn
to show respect
to appreciate
and to show how you feel

The last one is the most thing I really want to say
about how I am proud always, grateful still to have that part that enlighten my days recently.