Monday, 10 October 2016

Deeper Conversation

This gate will be opened for both of us, Insya Allah. We are going to enter, that gate together. You and me. This gate is not a game, it's a journey instead. Not for lover, but for partners who love each other unconditionally. I'ts getting nerve wrecking for we will spend our life together, forever till Jannah insya Allah. I'ts getting nerve wrecking for these two different human being. What is your dream? Are we pursuing the same dream? What do you think I should improve? How do you envision life? Through those questions, I'm learning what life you and I will live in, and I'm learning you...

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And i'm learning you

He asked the reason behind my strangest behavior. He asked about my insecurity. Then he tried to read me, my personality. He is learning me...

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone take a portion of your heart?
And im learning you

We confessed. We talked heart to heart, sometimes with tension, then calmer. I told him, what I really was passionate about, he listened carefully, very carefully which I hated and loved about him at the same time. He could make me telling stories I have never been telling everyone, the biggest fear I was afraid to tell to any man I had crush on. He did it, only him.

And if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I love when he created this comfort zone around me, the safest place I can utter literally everything. You broke my self defense layer by layer when I know you are one of those few I could trust. And I know you were doing the same too, telling me something I can only know. I can sense your worry, but please, dont worry. I'm here to accompany you, passing through everything.

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

If you dont mind, please tell me everything, everything. I'd love to listen to your every story, even your darkest. Because I love to be a part of you.

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

Please don't give up on my tantrum, childish behaviour which frustated you many times. Please don't stop taking me to deeper conversation, because I enjoyed when I am learning you.

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

Yuna- Deeper Conversation

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