With a lot of failures I carried on
Were those really failures?
I even don't know what failures is. Mistake, if I may say, is the most appropriate word instead of Failure. Why? Because failure is basically beginning from mistake. Failure literally means when you are failed in obtaining something of your truly interest. But why that could happen? The answer is mistake. Mistake because I hardly meet preparation with chance, I mean, I am lacking of preparation, so when I grab those dazzling chances, I blow it off because I am not yet qualified. That's number one. When preparation failed to meet chances. Chances is just like bonus points in game, the more you get the points, the more you score high points. It s equal, huh? The more you succeed in holding those chances and cracking the 'gold' inside, the more you are qualified.
Number two. The most important of all, even really could beat number 2. Prayer. No matter how hard worker you are, no matter how capable, beautiful, smart, or anything you think you already have and you think those criteria fit your dream and you are so sure you can conquer it easily, hey man, I told you, you are dead man if your prayer isn't heard. NOTHING. That's you (actually everyone included me) without prayer. Have you experienced that you felt you were capable and you were decent in achieving your dream of anyone else in the a test, but at last someone you and anyone never expect to win the game is actually do so? I have. Just few weeks ago, when I told my self I was able to conquer this but the result: I WAS IN THE UNDEFINED ROW. I didnt think that person would pass because several reason I couldnt tell you what, but I guess what happened to that person was miraculous, the judge seem not to care but finally pass that person through.
I still remembered the day when the test held, that person was taking salat sincerely and longer than I did usual (Of course I dont mean to say the longer your salat, the better) but I am sure that person was religious one. Person that I am sure loved and cared more by Allah than me, because the way that person cares and loves Allah more than I do to Him (perhaps). I always believe that what people have include all the greatness is nothing because sometimes, those could be taken back by Allah. Perhaps car crash that would burn or scratch beauty face or crack those genius brain so will cost very much rupiahs, who knows what will happen right? So, no matter how hard you try, you are nothing if you dont pray. I didnt say when you dont have to make optimal effort. If you think you can only got the beautiful way just with praying, then you are DUMB. Because God wont change a thing of you, except you do change your fate :D, then you are praying, you are heard and you are granted :D. That s mistake number two! I didnt pray much, oh... instead I chatted with a friend which cost me problems... Hmmm, mistakes... what should I do? Eating? Sleeping? Oh yeah, that what a normal do :D
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