Wednesday, 9 May 2012

8 Stories, 8 days, 8th April: One month

One month
It s not a short time for maintaining such a relationship separated by distance. Maintaining. Yeah, thats what we do. He said, it was easy to be in relationship but it s so hard to maintain it stand still. Can I say I am lucky enough to have him on my side? No, not because what or who he is. It s because I reveal how he really is.  Strong motivated, sincere, hard working, easy going, creative, and the most important: He loves his God which happen to be my God. He is not a perfect guy, indeed. A lot of weaknesses he has, I know. I am not ignoring these just because I'm with him right now. I am not also saying that we are meant to be together. In fact, we often have different mind, thought, or idea. I am not him and he is not me. He barely said I love you or whatever that express his feeling or so, and me neither. So here I am, learning how to deal with differences, learning how to voice my opinion, learning to listen more instead of talk more, above of all: I am learning how to understand another person which happen to fill the 'romance space' in my heart. So, to whom it may concern: Happy one month anniversary. I know one month is too early to say and too short to celebrate. I know you still have to break the curse and I dont know how long we will last together, but you ought to know, somehow if we end in no time, just want you to know that I am so grateful to meet you. So grateful to meet person like you, person who doesn't ignore my weaknesses but remind me to fix those weaknesses, person who is honest for who he is. 


You are the lesson given by God, you are the time dimension that hit me without any notification that doesnt give me time to think but directly take me travel, you are part of my adventure. Yeah, as you said: Travel is meeting you.

"You succeed to devote my self only to be loyal to one person, you. it's funny how I forget my crush, instead remember&miss you all the times, wait for your text and call, see the poster you gave and talk to only one picture like a crazy person" -quarrel and peace- 

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