The Labile Me

Hmm, I easily lost my patience lately. Why? I dont know, my self defense would be because I am in fasting pay off. Of course, a lame and pathetic defense. Fasting never makes me like this before. SO WHY? WHAT? Perhaps its because I want to achieve a lot of things but I dont want to spend my energy more, dont want to spend much effort on that. Bingo! Finally I spit it. The analogy like this: you want to buy a lot of things in mall, but you dont have any money. The result would be:

a. You ll be so devastated and stressed out

b. You ll try to let it go and sincerely say that it isnt your priority to buy it

c. Gosh, I would buy those things someday and I will earn money as much as possible

Okay, my action would be C and B. Because I am not a giving up-type person and always patient in arranging and doing steps to the top. But why today, my action tends to choice A.Which means, I want all those things but NOTHING I DO!!!

I should reprimand my self, this is how I roll:

Myself

a. still nice: C'mon darling, you can do it. You said you wanted to be extraordinary, rite? So much noble intention you have. It s such a waste if you just sit around, wondering when miracle come down. Hey, you should make your own miracle than

b. have stubborn: What are you crazy? You do nothing, you gain nothing. Seriously you will end up ordinary, get forgotten, finally regret your self, blame others and make yourself as hater. Do you enjoy living in those feeling. C'mon! Look up, everyone is running while you are is sitting! dont be such a trout mouth!!!

Hahaha, I am so relieved now.

Time to make changes

Time to tidy up all mess

Time to wake up

Nothing is impossible

I can do it :D